如果我只有一点点喜欢你，我就不会给你说。
因为我知道，人生，特别当你寂寞太久的时候，有太多的冲动。把喜欢当很喜欢，把一秒当作永恒。
我相信一见钟情，我也相信日久生情，所以我要等待，等待这份只有一点点喜欢的情愫慢慢沉淀，看过了多久，我又会注意上另外的人，患了同样的心情。
人啊，这辈子，喜欢过太多的人，分分合合，却始终理解不了自己的情绪。
有时候你觉得自己真的不能等了，真的不能不说出口了，以后你会回头会发现，那是小孩子脾气。
true love waits， always。
如果，我喜欢你的时间够长，或许半年，或许一年。
那么，我愿意和自己打个赌，看过了这么久的时间，我是喜欢你更多，还是降为了只是欣赏，甚至发现了你的许多不契合自己内心的标准而不再喜欢你。
人人都期待爱情，不论是轰轰烈烈还是平平淡淡，都想要甜蜜，但如果光是等待，就永远不知道那是否是自己想要的。
所以，试试吧。
如果我喜欢你更多，想和你在一起的心情一直在，且没办法把目光集中在其他人身上。
那么，我就会亲口告诉你。
但是我会给你说，我只是告诉你，因为我想让你知道。
我喜欢你，我想要跟你在一起，我想要你也喜欢上我，但是，世界上并不全是如愿的事情，相反，不如愿的事情十之八九。
所以，我没必要要你的回答，也没有要求你喜欢我就一定要和我在一起，也不想因为这样苦恼而日渐远离我。
我说了，你知道了，那我们该做什么，就做什么去吧。
我的心里，如果喜欢是占有，那太过于自私和小气，一点也不伟大。
如果你知道了，明了了，哪一天你跟我有了同样的想法和愿 望以及冲动，你就来告诉我。
如果我那时仍然喜欢你，我们就在一起。
如果不，那就算了吧。
反正我告诉你的时候也没有承诺保证过，我会一直那样喜欢你，对吗？
反正，我们也最多只是点点喜欢彼此，那程度还不至于不能在一起会很痛苦，不是吗？
我知道，这世界的人有太多的杂念，喜欢一个人，就把那喜欢放大成爱，把自己所做当做理所当然，想要回报，想要靠近，想要你喜欢的人也一样喜欢你，想要感情的跷跷板平衡。
不是不可以，只是还没有那么洒脱地喜欢。
爱不是跷跷板，也不是天平，双方谁多爱一点少爱一点也是正常，不恰当一点，如果爱是100分，我爱你90分，你爱我 10分，凑成满分，便也够了。
如果我们好像顺理成章在一起了，有时候这种不平衡，会让90分的一方不满足，于是，便起争执，便起怀疑，便起疯狂，便起一句一句的“你爱我吗”，“你到底爱不爱我”。
可是，爱你自然会让你知道，爱你自然会避开争执和怀疑， 爱你自然不会折磨你。
又何必那么贪心，至少他还在你看得见的地方，好好的活着呐。
经历过足够的人，才会知道。
如果我真有那么喜欢你，而你没有那么喜欢我，
那么，
你喜欢别人，我不会痛苦；
你骗我，我总是宽容；
你需要我，我就伸出手；
你丢下我，我自己回去；
你不理我，我不会不理你；
你关心我，我淡然接受；
只要，你还在我触手可及的地方，我就没有资格再奢求什么。
直到有一天，累了，心疼自己了，
我就会走掉。
这样，你懂了吧。
I once read: "Your father is the first man who saw your tears, the first man who saw your smile, the first man who carried you in his arms and the first man who would do anything to protect you. "
My dad, would accompany me in the midnight every time I watched midnight movies, he would wait for me until I watched finish. He won't leave me alone everytime.
I remember when I first cook the soup years ago, it tastes really bad even my brothers didn't want to try. It was very sour because I put too much vinegar. Then I told my dad not to taste the soup but my dad said it was nice and he drank the whole soup. I almost burst out tears when he said:"It tastes good. Keep it up!" even though I knew it was not a truth. He never fails to cheer me up.
When I was a kid, he sent me to the kindergarden every single morning. I was childish and not even know how hard was he working and earning money for us, our home. I still asked him to buy something nice like pizzas. He fulfilled all my needs and treated us nice. Even till today, he still try to treat me nice. :)
He would take me for a walk in the evening, buy me snacks every single day until I was elder. I remember every weekends, he would bring whole family to hike the mountain and go to the bazaar to buy fish after that. We also went to the Jerrudong Park when I was young. That was the unforgetful memories in me.
Everytime when I lost, I cried so hard, he was like a super hero, be the first one who found me anytime. He will give me the warmest hug!
He always protect me to prevent me for getting hurt. Once, when I was nearly broken my leg due to the door closed so hard and my leg had been stucked between the door. I cried soundless like I lost my voice, can't even cry out loud. The first time I saw him scolded that person in front of me and quickly hug me to somewhere else to heal my swollen leg.
Besides, he worked hard to provide the best to us and he endured my wrongs. He gave me all the advice I need, and is always willing to listen to my problems. He never scold me till today.
Daddy is the champion of everything to me. And to this super hero of mine, you'll always be the superman of our family! I love you! ! (:
Happy Father's Day to our heavenly father, all daddies and daddies-to-be out there! (:
ILY <3 forever!
xoxo
I miss those random moments no matter how my life going on right now.ps: Sorry for those pic that I didn't upload with you because too many pictures in my phone and sometimes I miss it. But that doesn't mean you're not important to me, my sisters and friends. You guys are so important in my life. Without you, I won't like what you see me today. I cherish the time with you and appreciate my friendship and so do you. ♥
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